I heard once, that it is easier to write an honest response than to say one aloud. I agree with this statement. I can write about all my future plans till my fingers bleed, but I will sit at the table and lie my agreement till I am blue in the face. I have really been using this writing platform to come clean about my lies and indiscretions but now I need to get my ass in motion and figure out what the fuck I am doing. Here are some truths:
I still smoke cigarettes
I am doing mediocre in school
I am filling out applications to schools I will never go to
I am ready to drop out of college and live under a rock
I might run away with a friend
My mom thinks I am a good daughter
Also, for as smart as I may be, I have a 48.5 in math…
I honestly have absolutely no idea what I am doing at the moment. It is exhilarating and absolutely terrifying.
If someone out there wants to adopt a moody wannabe writer- I am ready to make some moves.